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| ever have one of those moments where you know exactly what you want to say. you just dont know how to start? I live that moment. I feel like im constantly holding back what people really need to hear becuase if I told them, they wouldnt want to talk to me anymore... and that's just not who I am... and it's definatly not who I want to be. I'm constantly giving helpful advice to others, but for once, I'd like to see me take my own advice. Do something Bold. Do something great. I'm wasting away here... but I dont want to leave. It seems as though fate always has a way of twisting things... I finally got everything that I wanted, but it's a day late and a dollar short. I didn't even leave here yet, and I already miss the place. actually no, I hate the place, what I miss, are some of the people I have to leave behind. and I'm so, so greatful for all the people who constantly prevent me from going insane, just by existing, and I'm so lucky that I have such an awesome and trustworthy and fun best friend. and I feel like I'm not even worthy of a girlfriend so beautiful and smart and talented and just all around amazing... and there are others, just in this past week, i've really realized how much those two people mean to me, but at the same time i've realized that sometimes i take them for granted and it wont happen anymore, When I'm with the people who mean the most to me, I'm going to live every moment as though it were my last... because for all i know... it could be...
--Luke
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see that girl? her name is alyssa. she's amazing and i love her.
in other news, life has been amazing, i havent updated cause i havent had time, i've been busy and im loving it, and i cant wait till tip but FOURTH YEAR is closer than ever. ummmmmmmm what else, i have some really amazing friends, both in and out of the state. and im enjoying myself more and more each day. well....
'till next time
--Luke
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| still punished and it still sucks... and to add to it, im confused as
all hell, about the worst of things too, girls... they sure can be
confusing...
hopelessly hopeing,
--luke
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| im confined to one hour a day of pc, so i'll try to be on 5-6 central time, but that might vary
being punished.... SUCKS
--luke
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| good day today for the most part...
i might be punished... details later
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